1/02/2007
noone but me from URL @ 12:25 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR! +one day
new year was a blast!
mine was simple, a dad's side gathering at my aunty's house.
there was wine (OHMY; a lot of it), party poppers, those party streamers things,
and food!
counteddown, popped the things, hugged, kissed, drank, haha.
and then they played cards while i spectated.
and shitty mann, we emptied 5 bottles of red wine.
(HEAH. my dad had left)
i felt all hot and nice, so i decided to go to bed at around 4.
and i still dont think i was drunk.
nope. im a good kid :D
and when i was sleeping my cousin came aft the countdown grabbed my feet and tickled me.
apparantly i kicked him in a place i shouldn't have, but i was SLEEPING.
stupidd.
when i was younger, he used to grab me by my feet, tickletickle, then hold me in the air calling the garanggoney man, then he would semi-chokeslam me to the bed.
i was tortured, yah.
and another cousin once dropped me when i was a baby.
):
oh and my dad's side cousins are old.
18, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 35, 36 (the usual family gang)
then ladeeedaa, we sat around and talked on new yr.
then i went to the room, lied(?) down and started deleting all my saved messages.
OHMYGOODNESS.
after i deleted everything, for a moment i felt so lost.
haha.
but i got over it, duh.
then i went to my mom's side aunty's house.
caught up with my cousins. (they're my age grp, so we're closer)
and my cousin whos i think 2o sth lah,
offered to teach me the lifesaving course for swimming;
FOR FREE!
haha, he said lifeguards get paid ard $7.50 an hr,
and woman lifeguards are desperately needed.
he said places like shangri-la hotel esp, woahh.
HAHA.
(: i wna learn frm him, but not work as a lifeguard thank you.
but he said i have to swim 50m freestyle within a minute,
and be prepared for the torture he's gna put me through.
(he said he swam 100 laps a day for the course =/ )
i shall time myself and consider.
okay so there's my new year.
i havent really sat down and thought through this year yet.
im planning to do so tonight.
but i do know that this yr, im gna be much happier.
2006 has been a year that i'll appreciate for as long as i can.
personally i've gone through a lot and since i've pulled through well,
i'd say thank God.
issues with friends, family, and life all put behind.
i now know who are the people worth holding on to, and the people im gna hold on to.
and for these people, im gna go all out.
charlie, almost half of 3i, certain church friends and special individuals
i think i held on to the wrong friend for two yrs of my life.
and i hurt someone who was really my true friend.
silly mistakes; almost naive.
13, 14; you could say 15 isnt a big change,
but dang you're wrong.
i now realise the impact of words; promises.
cos without you all im gna be is incomplete
and if i've made a promise with you, please know that i mean it.
even the silly ones like we'll go wheel chairing together,
and the cliched ones of we're gna keep in touch forever.
cos you cant hold on to regrets, and you cant look back
(:
and if you wna make promises you cant keep with me,
GRAH. i'll shoot you with my M16 SAR21.
although i think my family is F.ed up, i think im okay with it alr.
im done moaning and groaning.
i think i've wasted one too many tears alr la.
as long as they dont do those guilt things.
dammit.
in fact, if given a choice my first instinct would be to say, for them to never get back tog.
oops? i dont think so.
i dont even know how they got married in the first place.
and this is frm a kid's point of view mind you.
i think now if they were in the same room, it'd be so awkward i'll probably start perspiring.
haha.
and, lets see what the parents decide to do with their futures.
i'll just stick with AARON JOSEPH. (i bet suria kathleen nurin natalie all happy i said my brother's name, HAHA)
i'll probably go where he goes la.
yay, im such a loving sister (: DUH.
as for my friends,
i know who im gna spend my last yr in cedar with.
DELTA 07 dearests, 4i, my church friends and certain individuals.
this year was certainly a blessing cos we grew so much closer within Charlie.
its funny cos i myself dont know how.
we've fought, but we've laughed,cried, showered, slept and done everyth together.
you name it, i bet you we'd have done it.
and you tell me what can break that kind of bond.
its special mann (:
and i can honestly say through thick and thin it was charlie06.
4i, its the start of our second year, but our first was magic!
all of us bonded in the weird class-y way almost effortlessly.
not many cliques, but just one big happy class.
haha, and they always entertain me esp drng lessons.
im so glad i was put in 3i.
and im blessed for that too.
my church friends. okay the longest hencefar.
NINE YEARS AHH.
we've been through quite a lot; okay really a lot.
it almost wore us thin rmbr =/
and i shall not comment here, but
you're half my life mann (:
okay, haha.
its almost 2.
im gna lie in my comfy bed, thinkthinkthink.
wake up late tmr, do my doc review, prepare for school, jog, watch one tree hill (! AH OMG!:)
and SLEEP EARLY! HOORAY!(:
and im still serious about the not coming online thing.
*nods.
AND OMG. i just discovered sth.
dammit, ya'll said at least i have that.
GRAHH.
BOOOHOOOOO ):
shits, im damn damn sad.
goodbye.
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